At this stage, the trial of death and illness comes into my life, and so does happen to people around me. The people who I know for long time ago, were told passed away. The strong man who looked so powerful 20 years back, suddenly was informed died. Regardless who were tested earlier, sooner or later, your turn will arrive. I met several women who lost both parent, just like me. I know understand their feelings and alike to those who lost later than me, now they understand my feelings as well.
Having no parents in this world, make almost nothing matters. Money, friends, wealth - of course still important but the loneliness without our root can't be described in words. By the way, life must goes on, fighti!
During the trial of death and illness, the support from people around you is extremely important. But, everyone is fighting hard battle. Being in the situation of life-death, I tend to be more sensitive. I care words come out from their mouth. I blame them for being insensitive. I am loosing my mom, please don't say whatever you want!
The trial changes my perception and expectation towards people around me. O Allah, guide me through right path.
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