Life is getting complex. Username and password are keep increasing. The memories of handphone, online storage, laptop, desktop email are almost full. However, is that worth?
People will make we angry, but dont be reactive. We should not be controlled by them. Also, we are His slave, but do we appear like that? Supposedly we are controlled by our Owner, by His guides.
Ramadhan Kareem.
Always encourage people to START TALKING and GET TO WORK - Prof Peter Woods - and PROMOTE ISLAM!
May 26, 2016
May 2, 2016
My Dearies
Dear Adik,
Today is your first day working at that new place. I wish all the best for you. Make a living is not easy, I think you know that well. Life is not always as what we expect, but expect the hiccups will always come along the way.
I wish you will have a better life, day by day. Put aside all negatives thoughts you always stick to. More importantly, leave all your excuses in toilet bowl, whenever and wherever you see it.
Dear E,
I know life is getting tougher there. I pray Allah will give you the best as the best has yet to come. Take care of your health and I wish you will be here soon. Amin
Dear Kak H,
I know how terrible it is being an orphanage. We fought weeks ago and later I learnt you loose your mom. Your deep sorrow is wordless. When I saw you days ago, tears filled your eyes. I hug you and I wish to hug you longer as the pain being left by love ones I already felt it before. Keep fighting kak, as tears, broke down, fears and aimless are part of life, our beautiful life. When we get together in Jannah, what is the first word we are going to say to our parents? Keep thinking it now. Smile.
Today is your first day working at that new place. I wish all the best for you. Make a living is not easy, I think you know that well. Life is not always as what we expect, but expect the hiccups will always come along the way.
I wish you will have a better life, day by day. Put aside all negatives thoughts you always stick to. More importantly, leave all your excuses in toilet bowl, whenever and wherever you see it.
Dear E,
I know life is getting tougher there. I pray Allah will give you the best as the best has yet to come. Take care of your health and I wish you will be here soon. Amin
Dear Kak H,
I know how terrible it is being an orphanage. We fought weeks ago and later I learnt you loose your mom. Your deep sorrow is wordless. When I saw you days ago, tears filled your eyes. I hug you and I wish to hug you longer as the pain being left by love ones I already felt it before. Keep fighting kak, as tears, broke down, fears and aimless are part of life, our beautiful life. When we get together in Jannah, what is the first word we are going to say to our parents? Keep thinking it now. Smile.
Mar 10, 2016
Alhamdulillah
I want to write so much but the feelings are mixed. I am happy with my life now but what else I want to share. The drive of this writing is - my supervisor is in the house!!
Yes, more accurately my former supervisor. But I love to use as 'my sv', I want the relationship of sv-student keep flourishing so I can feel young ever lasting. hehe
She is the examiner and the viva is at the same floor of my office. I dont know who read (if any) my blog, but now I am no longer in Pahang Campus. I work in Selangor now, close to Bangi - the place I used to dreaming to live in.
I used to wanting to write something about my previous workplace. But gosh, the bitter memory, I always wish it diminishes as soon as I left. And thanks God, it is.
Despite turbulence happened in my life for the past 4 years, I have to say Alhamdulillah for all the good things which also happened in my life. I believe, even though Allah have yet granted me with what I am looking for, but he grants me with something else, unexpectedly.
This saturday, 12th March - the 4th year my loving mom leaving this dunya. Mommy, love you as always.
When I was on the stage to received my Phd scroll, I almost broke my tears, and I said to myself, jangan mengadalah, heheh. Abah and mak, till we meet in Jannah - just what I inked in my thesis dedication page.
By the way, I also have to thankful to those lovely people around me. I miss you.
Yes, more accurately my former supervisor. But I love to use as 'my sv', I want the relationship of sv-student keep flourishing so I can feel young ever lasting. hehe
She is the examiner and the viva is at the same floor of my office. I dont know who read (if any) my blog, but now I am no longer in Pahang Campus. I work in Selangor now, close to Bangi - the place I used to dreaming to live in.
I used to wanting to write something about my previous workplace. But gosh, the bitter memory, I always wish it diminishes as soon as I left. And thanks God, it is.
Despite turbulence happened in my life for the past 4 years, I have to say Alhamdulillah for all the good things which also happened in my life. I believe, even though Allah have yet granted me with what I am looking for, but he grants me with something else, unexpectedly.
This saturday, 12th March - the 4th year my loving mom leaving this dunya. Mommy, love you as always.
When I was on the stage to received my Phd scroll, I almost broke my tears, and I said to myself, jangan mengadalah, heheh. Abah and mak, till we meet in Jannah - just what I inked in my thesis dedication page.
By the way, I also have to thankful to those lovely people around me. I miss you.
Aug 17, 2015
The trial
At this stage, the trial of death and illness comes into my life, and so does happen to people around me. The people who I know for long time ago, were told passed away. The strong man who looked so powerful 20 years back, suddenly was informed died. Regardless who were tested earlier, sooner or later, your turn will arrive. I met several women who lost both parent, just like me. I know understand their feelings and alike to those who lost later than me, now they understand my feelings as well.
Having no parents in this world, make almost nothing matters. Money, friends, wealth - of course still important but the loneliness without our root can't be described in words. By the way, life must goes on, fighti!
During the trial of death and illness, the support from people around you is extremely important. But, everyone is fighting hard battle. Being in the situation of life-death, I tend to be more sensitive. I care words come out from their mouth. I blame them for being insensitive. I am loosing my mom, please don't say whatever you want!
The trial changes my perception and expectation towards people around me. O Allah, guide me through right path.
Having no parents in this world, make almost nothing matters. Money, friends, wealth - of course still important but the loneliness without our root can't be described in words. By the way, life must goes on, fighti!
During the trial of death and illness, the support from people around you is extremely important. But, everyone is fighting hard battle. Being in the situation of life-death, I tend to be more sensitive. I care words come out from their mouth. I blame them for being insensitive. I am loosing my mom, please don't say whatever you want!
The trial changes my perception and expectation towards people around me. O Allah, guide me through right path.
Visionaries
We went to a university for an interview with a CEO of a uni's holding. He praised the former VC for his visionaries. Even though he was no longer with univ, his dream stays. Remember how visionaries Rasul is. During the khutbah wida', Rasul wants the audience to deliver to those who were not there, in hope they will have better understanding from those who directly listen from him. Remember when Malaikat asked what he wants for the people of Yathrib after throwing him with stones until bleeding, remember when people of ansar questioned with the delegation of treasures from a battle? Endless stories how visionaries Rasul is. Enlightened with knowledge, keep visionaries!
Apr 2, 2015
POEM
I went out not knowing my destination as if I had no friends..my sadness
filled every part of me.
I have little care for eating and drinking, but I care about those who
were by my side… and left.
It ended when they stoned my house down, there was no home that could
shield me from the burning sun.
Love died in my heart a long time ago.
BY NADER, SYRIA (During Syrian conflict, Nader had lost a son and
two grandchildren)
Oct 21, 2014
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Be strong!!!